believe it or not this is the inspiration to the springsteen camp for his
next release, track 4.

remember this...

william mahler






tell you bout that numbness
that was after talking with the wtc association, (she new me by the name
billy and she even mentioned janet, i never did)
but when talking with the port authority, the lady there didn't know what
she could do for me, plans for july 4 was filled
all i could do was tell her, i am coming down there to be there at the wtc
i also told her of my perspective bout what id done recently,
putin, freeman, morris, mahler dean connections and how it is affecting us
up here
and the realization that
and it was during then she told me 'im sorry but there is nothing i can do
for you"
when she was saying that, there were these two tones, like electricity or
something
and my entire left hand to the elbow and part of my face was paralyzed.
i could not move and eventually i fell asleep.
some people outside were talking to me bout what had gone on while i was
asleep
and my wifes words were totally contradictory to those.
that sports caster bit, man he knew what i was writing as it was typed
im only using outlook express ive got no spy ware
to me the mere fact i was watching wlvi out of providence
that tells me this here outlook express is more than what appears to be
there is no spyware, ive checked, the ports are closed, firewalls up
kinda reminds me of the pow wow software, as you type the other sees it
cept i didn't consciously hit the connect button either.
its kind of like having someone literally next to me but he wasn't
for if he was...there wouldve been no typing, none and im quite confident
there would be police stopping a physical massacre of some proportion or
just the opposite
call it addictive, this here internet
well im sorry, to me its not, away from it or not, people are people

then again, it was springteen that sang human touch on my birthday 11/21/67
in orlando
and asked of a chris (thats chris morris an inlaw of mine) bout having some
human touch
i was at christies of bearses and 28 in hyannis when morris was seen on tv
dressed up believe it or not, like myself, black leather and crewcut
i started that...
but its just like him and janet not to dial our number here and literally
make that phone ring
im writing about a  landline, cord to the wall or use a cellular
there way is interrupt during a phone call with someone else
and believe me i dont say hi to em either
that is their problem, they dont stop to think what i am saying is to them
their thinking bout my tone
yet not acknolweding a thing i say bout making a landline ring
and that to me is total ignorance on their part
sometimes whoever i am talking to is not aware they are on the line
and i don't have 3 way calling on this line either.
ive asked em to call more than once, make the phone ring is what ive told em
lately for months
not yet, so i write here

and by the way, that was larry flynt contacted bout that email from hustler
that came to my inbox today
and that suggestive caption that janet morris and her niece were lesbians
together.
ive still got the image


that is the 911 coming if you ask me,
truth bout everything i say


that image will be in alt.binaries.pictures.erotica
and im telling you it isnt my way of condoning insence either
or promoting a sales pitch for flynt (sure gonna help him anways)


wkmahler

there is no peace in here
the place is quiet
the cars i hear go by
the nap i took for an hour or two
is the nap when life passed by
the essense of myself had been overlooked again
to each of us the same things
rembember new york city again
try to bring up yesterday
and well the words come out easily
bout what it means to stay true to yourself
and live with the known who are greedily
forgetting that from their own choices
they walk away from this man
telling me that nothing happened
another untruth in the face of this man
as if i wont get anywhere
talking bout where it all went wrong
bout what it means to be paralyzed
for giving perspective, reason for singing a song
that is me telling you im sorry for your loss
and im in here talking with my loved ones
and stopping them at any cost
yet i am overlooked as if everything i say is wrong
have you yet to seduce me as i had done unto you
within my conscious hours not a trance
and darkness no feeling i can remember true
if that is a smile on my face you see cause memories of then
well i don't feel it at all, memories come back now and again
the tattoo man out in providence sports caster he is
just told me he took away from me
everything you had to give
and again you are wanting to tell me
your going to sell everything from then
it isn't any art you've got
its another 911 for another twin towers again
i see you laughing but those tears are close behind
when you experience a nation of numbness
for a world that has gone blind
you thinkin by takin a person away from their spouse
by their own choice for a brief  love
is what i am all about
letting you as i slept be with someone else again
well i'm not lifting more than these fingers
not even bothering to count the days again
i never have before, even back in 2001
then again i might be saying it all some other way
instead of another count by number again
this is making music
to someone out there
who only wants to satisfy their evil
and part of me is warning
and part of me is hoping
your at ground zero
warning and hoping yes i am
this all based upon these last six hours
cause all i said didn't get to you
to remove you from your insane powers
powers of telling me i am not right in my mind
that i am worthless continually
so lately theres been this arguement of mine
you try and tell the world, the person in front of you
bout all the good things that i had gone and done
just to cover for the indiscretions of you
it sure isn't supposed to be this way
and i even say that of myself
telling you by song, bout this fate been dealt
the total opposite of misery
the total opposite of happiness
is something of only a small part
of my daily existance
it sure isn't directly from the true road we could have driven
its from this detour this major highway were living on and within
hey sportscaster next time your here downtown
upon being near me upon site
get up from your stance and come on down
get in my face and we'll take it up there and then
who's laying face first on the ground
we'll know amongst the living and dead
cause their spirits are going to be taken
by there own selves away from here
cause there is anger brewing due to you
and that woman again
now i can sit here and talk about yesterday
with that woman close to me
and her avoidance to just say
she is just as intelligent and can speak more of the truth
instead of saying nothing happened while i slept
while she was out with someone else, mabye not you
to me that is the start of a relationship anewed
to talk more than express her feelings bout this life
she's living through
cause to me talking bout yesterday
is the beginning of something new
and that ability to feel emotion
starts to bloom
and remember new york city
and the town your living in
cause if you make the mistake of not believing
its either heaven and or hell for you sooner in the end


w. k. mahler
www.wkmahler.com

tell you bout that numbness
that was after talking with the wtc association, (she new me by the name
billy and she even mentioned janet, i never did)
but when talking with the port authority, the lady there didn't know what
she could do for me, plans for july 4 was filled
all i could do was tell her, i am coming down there to be there at the wtc
i also told her of my perspective bout what id done recently,
putin, freeman, morris, mahler dean connections and how it is affecting us
up here
and the realization that
and it was during then she told me 'im sorry but there is nothing i can do
for you"
when she was saying that, there were these two tones, like electricity or
something
and my entire left hand to the elbow and part of my face was paralyzed.
i could not move and eventually i fell asleep.
some people outside were talking to me bout what had gone on while i was
asleep
and my wifes words were totally contradictory to those.
that sports caster bit, man he knew what i was writing as it was typed
im only using outlook express ive got no spy ware
to me the mere fact i was watching wlvi out of providence
that tells me this here outlook express is more than what appears to be
there is no spyware, ive checked, the ports are closed, firewalls up
kinda reminds me of the pow wow software, as you type the other sees it
cept i didn't consciously hit the connect button either.
its kind of like having someone literally next to me but he wasn't
for if he was...there wouldve been no typing, none and im quite confident
there would be police stopping a physical massacre of some proportion or
just the opposite
call it addictive, this here internet
well im sorry, to me its not, away from it or not, people are people

then again, it was springteen that sang human touch on my birthday 11/21/67
in orlando
and asked of a chris (thats chris morris an inlaw of mine) bout having some
human touch
i was at christies of bearses and 28 in hyannis when morris was seen on tv
dressed up believe it or not, like myself, black leather and crewcut
i started that...
but its just like him and janet not to dial our number here and literally
make that phone ring
im writing about a  landline, cord to the wall or use a cellular
there way is interrupt during a phone call with someone else
and believe me i dont say hi to em either
that is their problem, they dont stop to think what i am saying is to them
their thinking bout my tone
yet not acknolweding a thing i say bout making a landline ring
and that to me is total ignorance on their part
sometimes whoever i am talking to is not aware they are on the line
and i don't have 3 way calling on this line either.
ive asked em to call more than once, make the phone ring is what ive told em
lately for months
not yet, so i write here

and by the way, that was larry flynt contacted bout that email from hustler
that came to my inbox today
and that suggestive caption that janet morris and her niece were lesbians
together.
ive still got the image


that is the 911 coming if you ask me,
truth bout everything i say


that image will be in alt.binaries.pictures.erotica
and im telling you it isnt my way of condoning insence either
or promoting a sales pitch for flynt (sure gonna help him anways)


wkmahler

there is no peace in here
the place is quiet
the cars i hear go by
the nap i took for an hour or two
is the nap when life passed by
the essense of myself had been overlooked again
to each of us the same things
rembember new york city again
try to bring up yesterday
and well the words come out easily
bout what it means to stay true to yourself
and live with the known who are greedily
forgetting that from their own choices
they walk away from this man
telling me that nothing happened
another untruth in the face of this man
as if i wont get anywhere
talking bout where it all went wrong
bout what it means to be paralyzed
for giving perspective, reason for singing a song
that is me telling you im sorry for your loss
and im in here talking with my loved ones
and stopping them at any cost
yet i am overlooked as if everything i say is wrong
have you yet to seduce me as i had done unto you
within my conscious hours not a trance
and darkness no feeling i can remember true
if that is a smile on my face you see cause memories of then
well i don't feel it at all, memories come back now and again
the tattoo man out in providence sports caster he is
just told me he took away from me
everything you had to give
and again you are wanting to tell me
your going to sell everything from then
it isn't any art you've got
its another 911 for another twin towers again
i see you laughing but those tears are close behind
when you experience a nation of numbness
for a world that has gone blind
you thinkin by takin a person away from their spouse
by their own choice for a brief  love
is what i am all about
letting you as i slept be with someone else again
well i'm not lifting more than these fingers
not even bothering to count the days again
i never have before, even back in 2001
then again i might be saying it all some other way
instead of another count by number again
this is making music
to someone out there
who only wants to satisfy their evil
and part of me is warning
and part of me is hoping
your at ground zero
warning and hoping yes i am
this all based upon these last six hours
cause all i said didn't get to you
to remove you from your insane powers
powers of telling me i am not right in my mind
that i am worthless continually
so lately theres been this arguement of mine
you try and tell the world, the person in front of you
bout all the good things that i had gone and done
just to cover for the indiscretions of you
it sure isn't supposed to be this way
and i even say that of myself
telling you by song, bout this fate been dealt
the total opposite of misery
the total opposite of happiness
is something of only a small part
of my daily existance
it sure isn't directly from the true road we could have driven
its from this detour this major highway were living on and within
hey sportscaster next time your here downtown
upon being near me upon site
get up from your stance and come on down
get in my face and we'll take it up there and then
who's laying face first on the ground
we'll know amongst the living and dead
cause their spirits are going to be taken
by there own selves away from here
cause there is anger brewing due to you
and that woman again
now i can sit here and talk about yesterday
with that woman close to me
and her avoidance to just say
she is just as intelligent and can speak more of the truth
instead of saying nothing happened while i slept
while she was out with someone else, mabye not you
to me that is the start of a relationship anewed
to talk more than express her feelings bout this life
she's living through
cause to me talking bout yesterday
is the beginning of something new
and that ability to feel emotion
starts to bloom
and remember new york city
and the town your living in
cause if you make the mistake of not believing
its either heaven and or hell for you sooner in the end


w. k. mahler
www.wkmahler.com